daily shits & randomness

2009-08-05T11:50:00.000+08:00

closer

2009-07-30T08:50:00.002+08:00

are we moving closer? or are we drifting apart just even more?

Entah lah.

I am confused. I'm hoping but at the same time I'm not really putting much hope. This whole thing agonizes me. I can't just change the way I feel. So just let time decides....

p/s: I kinda miss you. a lot.

2009-07-03T02:15:00.003+08:00

OK I admit. I lied. I kinda miss you? No no no no. The truth is I MISS YOU. very very much. No 'kinda'.

There I say it.

It took me a lot of courage and I'm pushing aside my ego aside to say that, so please sayyyy something!

hahahaha!!!!!grryswrtq3ewetgqwtwtw

2009-07-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

Tahniah kepada video ini kerana berjaya buat saya yang baru bangun tido terus tergelak cam haram, Ash ditempat kerja gelak sampai bos ingat dia gila, dan Efa ketawa sampai menangis (dan ehem jatuh kerusi ehem). hahahaha! BALING!!!!

Tahniah

2009-06-29T03:48:00.002+08:00

Percubaan anda untuk mewarna rambut gagal sama sekali. Sila jangan cuba dah. Setelah 4 tahun tidak mewarnakan rambut secara DIY, you have lost your touch. Tsk. Lain kali sila pergi ke professional. Sila jangan pandai-pandai. Kan rambut dah cacat sebanyak 1/4. Padan muka diri sendiri.

ponitless.

2009-06-26T06:07:00.003+08:00

Sekarang adalah pukul 6.07 am, hari Jumaat. Saya tak boleh tidur. Semalam iaitu hari Khamis, saya telah tidur selama 17 jam iaitu dari 1 am sampai 6.30 pm. Memang celaka. Susah nak tidur, sekali tidur taknak bangun lak. Ni semua bilik adik saya punya pasal, aircond dia sedap sangat. Damn you aircond!!! Kenapa saya tidur kat bilik adik saya? Sebabnya dia takde kat sini, dia kat kolej di KL sana nun so saya pun menconquer la bilik beliau, hohoho Ehem. Lagipun bilik beliau ada PC la, tv la, PS3 la kejadah. Bilik saya satu apa pun takde aircond pun takde huhuhuk gila kesian

Ehem. So kesimpulannya ialah aku kebosanan weih!!!! Oleh kerana itu mari melihat gambar-gambar random:

....

Haaa sebelum tu, sapa dah tengok Transformers : Revenge of The Fallen? Haha! I know I have. Agagaga. Time filem tu mula-mula keluar, dekat Facebook semua pun nak post status 'Transformers best!!' blablabla so on on, you get the picture. Agak sakit mata memandang sampai terasa nak benci Transformers buat seketika. Tapi oh tidakk, setelah menontonnya semalam, sudah kembali jatuh cinta nok! hahaha. Animasi CGI nya sangat best lah dan Megan Fox membuat saya teruja (lagu Jizz in my pants by The Lonely Island berkumandang) agaga. Anyway time dalam cinema tu sempat lagi ber-twitter,huahuahua Tapi takpe sebab Twitter memang dicipta untuk orang berkepoh ke seluruh dunia tentang apa yang sedang dilaku kan even walau utk setiap saat pun, so nobody can argue with that kan kan? Jadi saya pun berkepoh lah di Twitter saying 'is now watching Transformers 2!' Baiklah. Kepoh mode: OFF.

Anyway sebenarnya dah lupa nak post gambar apa tadi. Oleh kerana itu, tak payah la kot. Ehe.

Sangat bosan wei! All I do is online, Myspace, Facebook, YM and play Plants Vs Zombies. Ohhh Plants Vs Zombies best. Sampai my dad pun main, baiklah The game is like, kita kena defend rumah kita dari zombies2 yang datang nak makan otak, so tumbuh-tumbuhan yang kita tanam tu nanti tolong defend and attact la kiranya. Zombies tu ada banyak jenis, ada yang bawak dolphin la, ada yang baca newspaper la, ada yang football player la, even zombie Michael Jackson pun ada -_-

and ooohhhh speaking of MJ, he is now resting in peace. Not a fan, but I used to like him when I was little. So yeah. and I knew this from Twitter. Wahh thank you Twitter, cepat aku dapat berita. Hahaha. Sekarang ni dekat Twitter semua pun tengah kecoh pasal ni. Cassadee lead singer Hey Monday tu cakap "Got a huge frog in my throat. RIP mj. This is kind of unbelievable." Katy Perry lak cakap "Oh my god" je and ada lah lagi larat plak nak copy paste sini -_-

Ok sambung balik pasal Plants Vs Zombies. Ha tu lah, best game tu. Sila lah main. Dibawah saya serta kan beberapa screenshots (yang dicuri) untuk tatapan anda. Sekian.

itu dia zombie Michael Jackson yang dikatakan tadi. Macam geli mat pun ada

BYE!

iklan hari ini.

2009-06-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
seluruh jiwa telah kuserahkan
menggenggam janji setiaku

ku mohon jangan jadikan seperti
alasan kau menyakitiku
meski pun cintamu tak hanya untukku
tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

bila rasaku ini rasamu
sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga
coba bayangkan kembali
betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
semua telah terjadi

aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu

Sekali sekala akan menjadi jiwang dan melayan lagu-lagu indo. bukan indon ya, tapi indo. sekian terima kasih. Apis, sila jangan gelak. I'll kill you, bro! ahaha.

.memories.

2009-06-18T00:25:00.006+08:00

Bosan ya kawan-kawan, tak tahu nak update apa. Oleh itu, mari lah tgk gambar-gambar saya semasa kecil yang berjaya dikorek buat masa ini. :D

Ni gambar time umur 4 tahun rasanya. Sebab beza umur saya dengan my little brother and cousin tu (yang maktok tgh pegang tu) is 3 years. So yeah. Topi saya sangat cantik kan. AHAHAH OKBYE.

Ni pulak time saya darjah 1 (7 tahun), that is my baby sister Wardina yang sekarang ni dah jadi emo. sila jangan marah jika anda terbaca ini. It's okay, we all went through that phase. hahahaha ok bye! and kalau anda ada perasan kat sofa tu macam ada jari-jari, don't freak out. tu bukan hantu. hanya lah adik saya Arif yang ketika itu berumur 4 tahun kot.

Heeee. Ni masa saya umur 4 ke 5 tahun ntah. Lantak. Ada orang cakap, "Kecik-kecik dah jadi Blair." HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Baiklahhh. Nak buat macam mana. Kecik-kecik lagi mama dah ajar saya melaram, terbawak la pulak sampai besar. Mama tak halang ya. Mama pun muda-muda dulu pakai shorts pendek jugak kan mama kannnnnnnnnnnn. Heh.

Sama je macam gambar tadi. Cuma ni ada maktok, adik saya Arif dan juga cousin saya Ika dan ~~Blair Waldorf waktu kecik.~~ Kecik-kecik dulu saya memang suka pakai princess gown :D :D

HAHAHAHAHA. Saya ingat lagi time ni saya suka sangat dressup Arif as a girl. Sebabnya saya teringin nak ada adik perempuan, time ni Wardina takde lagi. So Arif jadi mangsa. hahahahaha. Nasib hang la Arip oi. HAHAHAHAHA :P

Blair Waldorf tadi. Perasan mode: ON. Anyone needs a paper bag?

Ni gambar yang agak kelakar for me. Sebabnya ada la this one time ni, bila tahun tah, saya tengok gambar ni, pastu dalam hati tiba-tiba jadi marah. Sebab saya fikir "Anak cina mana duduk kat mama aku ni!!! Suka hati je!!!!" Setelah diteliti rupa-rupanya adalah diri sendiri. T_T Ya tuhan muka sendiri pun tak cam apakebangangnye ko ni Ida. Baiklahhhhhhhhh. Nasib baik tak pegi complaint kat sapa2 lagi kalau tak confirm malu. Uhuhuhuu. Ohhh btw, tu nenek saya. Mak kepada maktok. Kira moyang la. Tapi saya panggil dia nenek. and yang dikendonnya tu adik saya ~~Wardinot~~ Wardina yang baru lahir. :D

TAMAT

Baiklah. Tu je yang ada buat masa ni. Tak sempat nak ~~korek ka dyan~~ korek-korek banyak2 lagi. Nanti if ada I'll upload moreeeee :D Anyway anonymous hate mails will not be entertained. :D Thank you and have a good day people!

BTW!

Khas buat orang yang 'terlebih' ambil berat about me.

Nah. gambar pakai baju kurung ya. Tetap comel ya. HAAHAHAHAHAHA habisla dia dah start perasan dah ok better stop now before melarat. As for you guys, go grab a bucket and puke in it now. :D

Ok byeeeeeeeeeeee!

gelak

2009-06-16T17:51:00.004+08:00

mesti mamat/minah yang cuba provoke saya kat chatbox bawah tu bengang. nak provoke guna ayat-ayat yang so 3 years ago, saya dah lali. I'm sorry but next time please try harder ya. Saya bukan budak sekolah menengah lagi nak layan mentaliti awak yang sangat backwards itu. Apa awak ingat dengan melemparkan kata-kata camtu, ia akan menjatuhkan saya? buat saya sedih berkurung dlm bilik 30 hari 30 malam?

awak silap la. sangat silap.

sebab saya sangat immune pada kata-kata. Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.

Jadi Encik/Cik Anynomous, sila lah grow up sikit. Jangan sibuk nak menjatuhkan orang lain, diri sendiri tak terjaga, hati pulak jadi busuk dek terlalu asyik dengki kan orang, cuba jatuhkan orang. and jangan jadi penakut dengan jadi anynomous. Siapa-siapa je boleh cakap apa-apa saja kalau macamtu.

but anyway thank you so much because out of all people, you actually cared bout me. ;D and I don't even know you! :D :D

p/s: saya taip ni sambil tersenyum. you make my day la Encik/Cik Anynomous.

weeeeeeeeee~

2009-06-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I have no idea what you're talking about.
Sometimes I might look like I get it, but again I have absolutely no idea what you're saying.
Sometimes I look like I care, but I just don't.
Sometimes what you say interest me, not really.
Sometimes (well, most of the time) you tell me things I don't wanna know.
Sometimes I feel like punching you in the face.

So please stop talking.

motivating.

2009-05-28T16:02:00.001+08:00

Life,
Hope,
Truth,
Trust,
Faith,
Pride,
Love,
Lust,
Pain,
Hate,
Lies,
Kill,
Laugh,
Cry,
Live,
Die

Some friends become enemies
Some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're given
This ain't dying
This is living!

obscene. but HOT!

2009-05-26T14:19:00.001+08:00

diam

2009-05-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

Boleh tak kalau nak ambil langkah berkecuali? Because honestly I don't know what to do.... I'm pretty fucked up myself too.

Voted most likely to end up on the back of a milk box drink

2009-05-25T01:40:00.003+08:00

Nak update. Tapi taktau nak update apa. Nak tulis random things, nanti orang complain plak update pendek2 je. :P :P and plus I got Twitter...

So anyway, from 40kg, I dropped to 38kg. Heheh. and my aim is 45kg, but apa ni menurun pulak. I know some people would go "OMG kan best kalau I macam u" and so on but the thing is no it's not fun at all because I'm underweight for crying out loud! I get tired easily. Bayangkan asyik rasa penat when you're not actually doing anything. Gila annoying.

No I taknak minum weight gain! Haha!

Follow me on Twitter peeps!

G'niteeee :)

kau pergi jua...

2009-05-15T02:02:00.003+08:00

Hari ni genap seminggu maktok pergi. I miss her so much. Sumpah. Last night I dreamed of you...

I miss you
I miss you talking to me
I miss your laugh
I miss you advices
I miss you saying to me that you keep thinking of me here every night.
I miss your cooking
I miss your maggi mee and nasi goreng. now I can never taste it again..
I miss your hand that feeds me when I was little
I miss the way you look at me
I miss how you always say I'm your cucu kesayangan
I miss going to your house in the morning and we'll just sit on the swing and talk
I miss you hugging me and kissing me on the cheeks
I miss your phone calls
I miss calling you and hearing your voice always makes me feel better
I miss the time we went shopping for your handbag
I miss your hot milo (now even the taste of it hurts)
I miss your roti telur
I miss your stories..I never got bored listening to them...

I miss everything...

Rest in peace..

I will always miss you maktok, the one that has been taking care of me since I was a baby..the one that I 'm really close with...the one that sends me to school when I missed the bus...help me do my chinese writing homework when I was in kindergarten..the one that always scold kids who bullied me...

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

:(

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

and I'm hooked to this song why???

2009-05-13T08:14:00.001+08:00

hah.

2009-05-13T04:07:00.003+08:00

Stop trying to add me on MySpace. Facebook or whatever. If you don't like me then why bother kan. I denied, you add back, lerrr. Where's your pride woman?? Duhhh. Bodoh gila.

Crazy little *censored*. Little? Heh.

*agak teruja ada stalker setia dari dulu sampai sekarang. Hoho.*

Ok dah.

I still miss maktok...

hurt.

2009-05-09T12:59:00.004+08:00

Rujuk sini.

Ceritanya, hari Khamis, malam sebelum langsung tak tidur. Tak dapat tidur, study untuk ICC. Pukul 8.30 gerak pegi kolej, buat exam, 10.30 balik... Online kejap, pukul 12 teringat hari ni mother's day so text mama wish 'Happy Mother's Day. Love u.' Lepastu langsung terlelap....

Pukul 4.30 terjaga. Ada missed call dari mama. Hmm. One new message.

"Kaklong, balik la..Maktok dah tak da."

"Tipuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!"

"Tipu apa. Betul ni. Kaklong balik ya malam ni dengan Cu."

Menangis saja yang mampu saat itu.

Encik bf ada time tu... Dipeluk, dipujuknya saya. "Sabar,baby, sabar.." katanya. "I tak sempat jumpaaaaa!!" balas saya...

She's gone. Really really gone. Tak sempat jumpa. Tak sempat peluk cium. Sempat cium dahi, tapi rasa sejuk. Not warm as always, and no kisses back.

Menyesallllll tak balik awal. Semua sebab final. Plannya last paper hari jumaat terus gerak balik. Langsung tak sempat. Takdir tuhan memang tak boleh nak lawan... My only regret is that I did not get to see you one last time...and talk to you... I only get to see you, lying there..not moving..not breathing..and not looking at me back...

OK I cannot continue writing anymore... I'll update back soon. :(

Moralnya hargailah orang yang kita sayang selagi dia masih ada....

"Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back...."

mengantuk ni.

2009-05-07T10:44:00.002+08:00

cakap berdasar fakta itu boleh. tapi tolong jangan exaggerate.

Penat laaaa woi mata tidur lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

IYAAAAAAAAA!

2009-05-06T22:47:00.001+08:00

Belajar ya Ida. Lupakan hiburan buat sementara waktu.

Fokus fokus!

Facebook/Myspace takpa.

LOL biatch!

2009-05-05T19:52:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha. You wanna know why??? You wanna know why??? Because I LOVE MY FRIENDS and I want to protect them lah okay. Better I warn them earlier. Don't you remember what you did to me honey? Hoiii sakit bangat cam celaka sial. Worst of all you never did say sorry at all! You seem to reallllyyy enjoy what you did. Heh. Dah tu bleh plak continue kacau balik macam aku bodoh sangat tak save number kau celaka! HAIHHHHH you're on top of my blacklist and you're the only one I hold grudges with until forever.

Ok breathe in, breathe out.

p/s: At least I never did use someone else's picture to get to someone. How low is that? HAHAHAHAHHA ROTFL!

p/p/s: I'm not desperate like you yaaaaa. ;)

ON HIATUS.

2009-04-30T04:04:00.003+08:00

Penat. Sangat-sangat penat.

I stumbled upon this while wondering around blogs yesterday....

“Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it, your enemies won’t believe it”.

Interesting.

I need a break.

2009-04-30T02:05:00.003+08:00

WHY'D YOU HAVE TO GO AND MAKE THINGS SO COMPLICATED???

Dahla. Penat. Tak habis-habis masalah.

*Ingatlah orang yang tersayang*

Maktok get well soon. I love you. :(

:(

2009-04-29T01:34:00.002+08:00

If she's gone, I'm going to lose my will to live.
I'm going to be so devastated.

Don't go.... :(

hapy birthday to me!

2009-04-28T21:12:00.003+08:00

I am officially an adult now. Finally legal. Haha! But my size still contradicts that. Oh the sadness. Huhuhu.

Many thank you for those who wishes me, I'm touched. For those who didn't, it's either you forgot about it or you hate me to the guts. Haha. Either way it's fine.

Woohooo 21! Forever 21! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA *oh shit I'm getting older!!!*

2009-04-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

rasa macam nak berhenti belajar.

eyes itching like hell

2009-04-24T19:32:00.002+08:00

Just got back from the doctor. Went there alone, practically blind, can't see the signboards or read anything. Lucky I found the right clinic o_O

and I forgot to bring my phone.

and I ter-tell the doctor that I work at a bar HAHAHAHAHAHA omg can you believe that? me? working in a bar? maka banyak la gelas2 yang akan pecah disitu. Ok whatever. I hope on my next visit she won't remember what I say. hehe. hehe.

errr there's this eye cream thing supposed to be put around the eyes? how to use it?? i wasn't paying attention when the doc was explaining!!!! HELP!!!!

perhaps.

2009-04-24T15:45:00.002+08:00

NAK KENA SUJUD CIUM KAKI KOT.

EH?

dammit you're everywhere!!

2009-04-23T09:50:00.002+08:00

I HATE YOUR FUCKING FACE CAN?????

it was not the things you said, i can tolerate words but YOU MESSED UP with my life before, and that, my dear, is something I DON'T TOLERATE well with. So yeah I hate seeing your face ( dahla tak lawa pfft.)

I'm being really mean cause yeah as i mentioned above I HATE YOU.

and stop copying me!!!!!!

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ok my eyes hurt bye.

numb.

2009-04-20T06:37:00.004+08:00

I can't be nice.
I can't be mean.

and so what should I be? How should I behave? WHAT SHOULD I DO??

If there is one thing I hate doing, is that hurting someone else's feelings. I always tried my best to not hurt them, to make them happy, to care for what they feel, even if it's gonna cost mine. I swallowed my pride, I tried and tried and tried and tried until I have become restless. I cannot keep on chasing anymore.

And since when did it become a rule that a person can only have one or a few good friends? and since when it is wrong to befriend someone you did not like? Oh dear God...

I am only human. I have feelings too. If I did wrong I'll apologize. Sometimes when I did not do wrong I'll apologize too. Cause I hate conflicts and dramas whatsoever. But come on, I am just a mere human being with a heart just like yours! As cliche as it is, we all make mistakes right?? and that's where we learn!

So please tell me what I'm supposed to do?

I am terribly sadden by this. Only God knows.

And thank you God for putting me through this, for every test you gave me, I will always think and learn something. I never blamed you for anything. Only you can judge me..

lain kali

2009-04-18T15:16:00.003+08:00

I won't plan or promise anything ever again. Bullshits. Just go with the flow. Happy?

p/s: yeah tahu lah u're the one who's gonna open bottle n shits, but if tak jadi can u just tell us? sheeshhh.

p/p/s: aduiii

Loser, Whatever, Moron!

2009-04-17T05:39:00.002+08:00

tu Apis yang ajar. haha. ntah apa2 je update ni.

*Apis nak makan dengan kawan aku lagi takkkkk? Orderkan untuk dia sekali ok!* :P

*inside joke*

K babaiiiiiiiiiiii

habislaa...

2009-04-14T03:16:00.003+08:00

Dia dah start rambang mata dia tu...habis laa terbakar/berlubang poket pada bulan kelahiran diriku ini...huhuhu...

Speaking of bulan kelahiran... birthday wishlist coming up soon!!!!

Hahahaha sila bersedia para sahabat sekalian. Tidak kira yang jauh maupun dekat. Yang duk Jogja pun sila prepare. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

Yeah I should go to bed now. Sebelum itu sapu lotion dulu. Supaya tidur lebih nyenyak! ;)

ingatkan sebab sasau, rupanya...

2009-04-09T19:54:00.001+08:00

PETALING JAYA: A teenage student who was locked out of his room and attempted to enter his 14th floor condominium unit via the balcony, met with a tragic end when he lost his footing and plunged to his death.

It is learnt the student, from Sarawak, was staying at the Suria-mas Condominium in Sunway and had performed this stunt several times before when he accidentally left his keys inside.

However, his luck finally ran out around 9.40pm yesterday.

A police spokesman said initial investigation showed no foul play.

“We were told that the victim climbed on to the balcony and landed one foot on the room window, before he slipped,” he said.

He added that a friend of the victim had tried stopping him from pulling the dangerous stunt.

The victim’s body was sent to Universiti Malaya Medical Centre for a post-mortem.

Da cane nak pindah gi Suriamas nihh???? T_T

mi amor

2009-04-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

my bunny wabbit da sihat! yayyyyyyyy :D

Happy Birthday Niena sayang!!

2009-03-28T03:47:00.002+08:00

Thursday - 26th March 2009

Today is NienaLOVE's 19th birthday. Happy birthday love! Jadi, bertemakan 'PINK', all of us (kecuali Audy sesat!!) wear pink and went to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate.

Disebabkan yours truly tidak ke kelas pada pagi itu, maka Mandy had to pick me up from home around 10.30am. Nadhira Arissa (nak jugak tulis nama pnuh), birthday girl dan Audy sesat asyik tak ikut theme color was already in Pyramid.

We went to celebrate at RedBox ;) Kelakar je pagi2 karaoke memang suara tak keluar la kan. Cissss. Pastu semua stok nak amik lagu high note. Baiklahhhh.

kek sedap!! yummm!!

Hope you like the surprise honey. Thanks to Audy sesat and his good acting skills. Sakit perut lah sangat kan. HAHAHAHAHA.

After da selesai sesi karaoke tu, we went to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic. We got in late so we missed the earlier part. And we get the second row front seats o_O bapak lenguh leherku. Nasib baik cerita best :D

Then we went for dessert and called it a day :D And pada tengah malam itu yours truly telah dengan jayanya pergi menonton Shopaholic sekali lagi bersama yang tersayang :D

Sekian.

Happy Birthday sayang!!!

of Hello Kitty & Fullhouse Cafe

2009-03-28T01:47:00.008+08:00

WEDNESDAY - 25TH MARCH 2009

Today I had a group presentation for Intro to Corporate Communication. My team (Mandy, Niena, Audi, Nadhira and I) got the 'Cosmetics' task. We were asked to do a corporate advertising for the company of our choice. At first we wanted to do L'oreal but then changed to M.A.C instead. We chose to do 'issue advocacy' for our advertisement. All of us did our part. I did the poster. With brilliant ideas from my teammates, of course! ;)

And so we did our presentation. And the lecturer liked it. Such a relief I tell you. :D

Our poster ;) *Katy Perry jadi ambassador tuuuuuuuuuuuuuu*

Proud of it :)

TEAMWORK! (Me, Dira, Audi, Niena, Mandy)

Okay. so, after the presentation we wanted to celebrate our hardwork so I suggested Fullhouse Cafe at NiuZeXui Square (tergeliat lidah nk sebut) and since Mandy knew the way so off we go!

Bapak dekat oh NZX ngan Sunway. Tak sampai 10mins dah sampai o_O Mengapa dulu daku nak pergi sampai sesat sana sini T_T baiklahhhhhhh!!

Okay anyway except for Fullhouse, the place is quite dead. o_O

me in front of the cafe ;0

dira & mandy my meimei

odie yang da tak sabar2 nk makan dah & niena hotstuff!! woot!!

my food! apetah dory fish sumthing.lupa. the portion make look small but it's filling!

my drink. again, lupa nama. hehe. :P

the decorations inside. you can even buy stuffs here.

After makan-makan, we went jalan-jalan pulak around the square. Quite boring cause most of the shops sells similar things. Haih.

sempat cari gaduh dengan Donald.

...and dibaham Goofy. baiklah.

oh baju cantik! telan air liur

2009-03-21T04:38:00.003+08:00

Why oh why there are so many effing nice clothes when I'm like bloody broke? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??!? T_T

Haih going to the mall had never been so depressing before. So many things to buy, so little cash. Sure I can swap. But then have to suffer later, which I choose not to! (Suffered a lot already, no need to koyakkan my pocket anymore, thank you very much.)

I want a part-time job. Saw Topshop (Pyramid) with heir big ass poster stating "We're hiring blablabla..so on" but when you ask all they ask you to do is write your name/IC number/phone number in this book and said they will call you. Which they never did. I know laaaa cuz I've done this thrice already. One time for myself, two times accompany my friend.

What the hell.

How can you know if someone is capable or worthy of becoming your staffs if you DON'T call or SEE them at all? How? Judge by their handwriting is it? -_-

Or perhaps you simpy just call one person, sees him/her, then thought to yourself "Hmm not bad, just hire him/her la. No need to see the others. Lazy." Like that kah??

-_-"

Adoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Goddammit the long ramblings.

I haven't shop for approximately 2 1/2 months already. So sad. No new clothes.

*whine whine whine whine whine whine whine whine*

Gimme money and I'll shut up! Seriously. :D

P/S: The cookies in my previous post, the one with Cookie Monster on the label, is beyond amazing! Best cookie I had ever eaten,yet! Every bite is full of chocolate chips. No wonder Cookie Monster loves it! Chipsmore (Chipsless, if you ask me -_-) can kiss its Espanol ass! xD

C is for Cookies! :D

2009-03-18T01:21:00.001+08:00

gembira jumpa cookie ini! :D Sila ke Cold Storage berdekatan rumah anda!

my poor bunny

2009-03-16T21:42:00.003+08:00

Remember my cute bunny wabbit Chibi-chibi, from my previous post here?

so cute and fluffy

Look what happened to him now.

:'(

I was so shocked to see him in this condition until I cried last Sunday. I have no idea what happened to his ears and nose. Asked the parents is they've brought him to the vet and they only said that they went there to get the medicine only. Le sigh.

I feel like bringing him back to Sunway. But I'm afraid I could not give him full attention due to my hectic schedule. But then again,leaving him like this???? So kesian weiiiii ok now I'm gonna cry again.

I love my bunny ok. and I have feelings towards animals.

Oh get well soon my precious. Mommy loves you very much :(

It's not that I want to ponteng IMMW...

2009-03-13T08:49:00.001+08:00

but it's raining, bloody raining outside!! and I have no umbrella!

Sekian.

I'm simple

2009-03-09T14:59:00.001+08:00

Siapa nak kawan, kawan. Nak lepak, lepak. Nak jumpa, jumpa.

Or else I don't give a damn.

Yes, I know who I am.

you're so sweet, you make me melt like m&m's...

2009-03-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

HE:
I remember how the first time I laid my eyes on you
It was on a day just like this
You were wearing your black dress (eh eh!)
Can I call you tonight
Can we talk for a while
Im sick of living in black and white

I'm getting ready for my sanctuary
I'm feeling unsteady
I'm getting ready for my sanctuary
So hear me say

Something better is coming up
It caught my eyes
Something brighter is coming up
It hurt my eyes

SHE:
I remember how the first time I laid my eyes on you
It was on a day just like this
I was wearing my black dress (tau tau je aritu saya pakai black dress!)
The moment was golden when the days getting colder

I'm getting ready for my sanctuary
I'm feeling unsteady
I'm getting ready for my sanctuary
So hear me say

Something better is coming up
It caught my eyes
Something brighter is coming up
It hurt my eyes

HE AND SHE:
I've been trying a thousand times
To let you know
To let you go
But the phone is dead
I can't reach you

PS: You owe me m&m's for being too sweet. :)

dan aku pun tergelak macam haram

2009-03-03T12:01:00.004+08:00

ALOR SETAR, 27 Feb (Hrkh) - Jawatankuasa Latihan Aktivis Dakwah Lapangan Isu-Isu Sosial (Landas) membantah Konsert Suara Gaza yang disusun beberapa kumpulan muzik 'bawah tanah', Heavy Metal di Kuala Lumpur yang dijadualkan esok.

Aktivis Landas, Nurfitri Amir Mohamad berkata, pihaknya kesal kerana konsert kumpulan Heavy Metal itu telah berselindung dengan menggunakan isu serangan Zionis di Gaza sebagai cara berhibur.

"Suara Gaza yang diwarwarkan sebagai gig terbesar tahun ini akan berlangsung 10 jam tanpa henti dengan bertemakan krisis Gaza diadakan pada 28 Feb, Sabtu ini, bermula 3.00 petang sehingga 1.00 pagi, di Orange Club, Jalan Sultan Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.

"Kumpulan muzik underground yang membawa muzik Heavy Metal, Black Metal dan Death Metal berkonsep keganasan, kebebasan tanpa batasan, anti-Tuhan dan pemujaan syaitan akan membuat persembahan, berselindung di sebalik penderitaan rakyat Gaza," kata Nurfitri dalam blog Landas.

Antara kumpulan yang akan membuat persembahan itu, tambah beliau, adalah Sil Khannaz, Half Asleep, Deja Voodoo Spell, Pink Acid dan Maximus.

Tambahnya, acara gig itu disedari setelah para petugas Landas membuat tinjauan di Pasar Seni di mana poster gig diedarkan.

"Tinjauan Landas itu dijalankan bersama Jabatan Agama Islam Wilayah Persekutuan (Jawi) di Masjid Bukit Aman pada 21 Februari lalu.

"Poster itu ada wajah anak Gaza yang dihiasi wajah black metal dan gothic. Penganjur seolah-olah mempromosikan muzik-muzik underground yang terdapat latar belakang kumpulan black metal yang sekian lama berdiam ketika pendedahan dibuat media sekitar 2001," kata beliau.

Nurfitri berkata, sikap kumpulan itu yang cuba menghidupkan semula konsert muzik underground dengan berlindung di balik seruan HELP GAZA adalah suatu penghinaan ke atas perjuangan penduduk Gaza yang sekian lama menderita ditindas rejim Zionis.

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Ids: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Half-Asleep main black metal dowh!!! This is what happens when you write something without doing your research first. Orang Kedah cakap 'main ikut dan je!'

Apis Carbon4Teen: haahahahahahahaa... Get There in time! lagu pasal kambing makan anjing disusun dgn lilin berbentuk bintang. babi la nakid! selama ni dia tipu aku, dia berselindung sebalik Pop Punk rupanya dia Black metal. hahahaha.. Maximus artis radio pun kena gak... waakakaakakkaa.. xtau la plak xfresh dgn Hot fm pun keluarkan lagu black metal kt radio..

WHAT SAYS YOU?

sorry blog.

2009-02-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

classes. quizzes. assignment. more assignment. more and more assignment. mid-term exam. DEAD BROKE!!! :(

hello

2009-02-01T19:06:00.002+08:00

I am back in Sunway! Which means less update because the internet here sucks ass! Damn the landlord who promises to change the modem but never did! :/

Ok back to my assignment. Bye!

:(

2009-01-30T19:01:00.001+08:00

Abaikan starting yang macam porn itu. Watch the videos, listen to the lyrics and cry your heart out. I know I did. Hehehe. :P

aktiviti hari ini

2009-01-30T02:23:00.004+08:00

Naik basikal adik yang berusia 9 tahun. Sambil nak melanggar arnab yang bernama Chibi-chibi itu sebab sangat fussy dengan makanan. Dahla round satu SP cari pet shop semua tutup. Last-last saya potong carrot dengan kobis bagi dia. Tapi dia makan kobis saja! Grrrrr. Lepastu nak makan makanan kucing yang bernama Boris tu. Banyak cantik muka kau! Langgar kang!

Anyway just in case any of you guys are wondering where the hell did I get the name Chibi-chibi from, well, if you read/watch Sailormoon when you were little you'll know. Hehe. It's this cute little girl.

comel kan?

Hehe. Anyway I named my rabbit Chibi-chibi cuz when I first bought him, he was so tiny. Chibi means tiny in Japanese if I'm not wrong. And yeah I thought my rabbit is a she T_T Which is proven wrong now since I can see his balls now..err...ok..

Anyway...nah tengok la puas2!

see he left all the carrots untouched! Hmf! :( Penat ok mommy potong for you!

That is Boris the cat. It's a she. With a male name. Yeah my pets seriously have identity issues. Yep...

Ok bye :D

Thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great. He tastes like you only sweeter

2009-01-29T19:36:00.005+08:00

A woman's heart is so fragile... Hati perempuan ni mudah tersentuh..Want to know why...?

When you look straight deep into her eyes, she will get nervous...
When you touch her, her heart would beat faster...
When you hold her hand, she will feel connected...
When you hold her in your arms, she will feel like she belong...
When you hug her, she will feel so secured...
When you kiss her, she will feel loved...
When you're making love to her, she's yours...

and when you tell her that it all means nothing, her world comes crashing down...and her heart breaks into a million tiny little pieces.

A man's heart is like a stone.

should have never

2009-01-29T01:01:00.002+08:00

We should have never crossed the line. Fuck la wei! I want things to go back like they were before. Happy. No stress. You comforting me when I was down, me comforting you when you were down. I miss every single little things. The laugh we had, the emotional phase we've been through. I miss all that tau tak????

Even though I should really just stay angry at you, but I couldn't. I keep on remembering the good times we had. :(

Whatever it is, I want you to know that I still care for you, as a sister, a friend that is. I hope you're happy with your ife now. And I will always be here for you if you need me, which I doubt will happen but just in case. Ehe.

It's been 2 days (or 3 or 4?)

2009-01-28T05:18:00.001+08:00

and I'm missing you already my budak kecik!

Adoi.

2009-01-27T23:31:00.003+08:00

AHAHA. Me was tagged by Ema from LAGIPARAH! :P

Okay, here’s the rule: Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.After that tag 7 people.

-the age of next birthday -

-place i'd like to travel -

Venice

-a favourite food -

PIZZA! Yummm

- a favourite place -

FOREVER 21. :P

– nickname i had -

Miyabi. :P :P

– a favourite color -

Obviously.

– college major –

Communication.

– name of my love –

Nakid Zahedi. ahahahahahaha sekali kuar gambar ni. First lak tu xD

– a hobby –

Shopping :D

– a bad habit –

Nail biting :S

– my wish list -

Pink Acer Aspire One. Adoi should have buy this instead of that LG KS360 :S

7 tagged people:
1. Dylla
2. Umy
3. Totin
4. Niena
5. Mabel
6. Diana
7. Nieja

BUAT!!!!!!!!!

hello you.

2009-01-26T01:27:00.002+08:00

I won't let you come and destroyed it all just like that. No no no no no. I've been shutting my mouth for too long. But don't think I'll keep quiet forever.

Oh behind that angelic face and sweet talks of yours lies a devil that is so shameless, so cruel.

Bullshits.

You think I won't react?

Just you wait.

too bad..

2009-01-20T19:12:00.003+08:00

What we had was great. Too bad we lost it. And I still feels the pain.

Being with you eventhough it lasted only for a while, you make me feel whole. You make me feel like I belong. You make me feel secure. It was short and sweet...and as much as I hate to say this..but yeah..I do miss you. Despite all that happened that pulled us apart...

Sometimes I wonder why....

Sakit :'(

2009-01-11T03:26:00.003+08:00

Darah tak henti-henti. Dah lap, keluar lagi, lap, keluar lagi. Tension. Nak nangis je rasa. Pujuk pujuk pujuk dan pujuk. Lepastu drama, adoi! Drama drama drama then baru la nak cari klinik. Susah pulak nak cari klinik 24hour kat KL ni. Jumpa satu. Huk ah doktor takde pulak. Kata 24hour! 24hour wakluuuuuuuuuuu! Geram seh. Jumpa satu lagi, tanak terima, suh pegi hospital. Sepanjang perjalanan + drama2 suma tu memang darah tak henti2 mengalir. 4 jam jugak aa. Last2 pegi PPUM (Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya).

Dah register, kena x-ray, pastu check blood pressure blablabla. Pastu kena jahit. Dah nangis2 dah. Kuku dah takde. Urat dimatikan ke apatah tak paham apa doktor cakap. Jari dibalut sebesar-besar alam. Wakaka. Lepastu amik ubat. Pukul 6 pagi baru gerak dari PPUM tu. Huhu. Gila. Pastu pegi jamming. Sempat lagi tu.

Lepastu saya ni cita macam saya je yang kena. Hehehe. Saya ni tukang lap je. Kesian dekat orang yg tangan tersepit kat pintu tu. Lain kali jangan emosi dah tau. Saya sayang awak ok. Hahaha byeeeeeeeeee!

"my bestfriend's hot!" says Efa. :P

2009-01-08T09:53:00.005+08:00

Belakang tu best friend saya. She's one of the Dolls. Sebab Dolls best. She loves my boobs, like, VERY! hahahahahahahaha dari gambarajah di atas boleh nampak kan. Bodo Efa!

Tengok. Bukan tempat lain tapi rantai ya. Saya dan dia. Mine ada tulis 'BE FRI' and dia pulak 'ST END'. Go figures :P. Typical you say? So what. Kami sayang each other. Rantai itu saya bagi sempena birthday dia bulan lepas. Tapi baru dapat bagi 2 hari lepas. And kenapa saya cerita dekat sini ni?

Don't ever leave me! :)

same story, different girl.

2009-01-06T08:54:00.001+08:00

over and over again.

sampai bila wei? penat a camni.

nak sabar apa lagi!

rambang

2009-01-04T23:25:00.003+08:00

Pada suatu hari, sedang saya tengah minum air di dapur, tiba-tiba ayah saya datang. Lepastu dia tengok saya dan cakap:

Ayah: Dah besar anak ayah ni.
Saya: Ye. Tapi tak tinggi tinggi pun. T_T
Ayah: Kalau ada orang masuk meminang nak tak?
Saya: Ha?
Ayah: Nak tak?
Saya: Kalau orang tu kaya, NAK LAAAAA!
Ayah: Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Well daddy, your daughter kena lah secure kan future nya bukan? Takkan nak kahwin ngan pengedar dadah lak kan? Artis popular a.k.a 'bakal superstar' pun taknak kot. HAHAHAAA.

Puas hati!

air mata pertama untuk tahun 2009

2009-01-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

Masa saya baca tu, saya jadi sebak. Tak semena-mena mata saya bergenang. Tapi saya tahan taknak bagi air mata jatuh (sebab ada parents kat depan nanti diorang banyak tanya. Leceh.) Tapi fuck la wei. There goes my first tear for 2009. And it's not even because of heart ache. =(

I hope everything will be ok. Please 2009.

On the other note...

Tadi saya message ada la sorang budak ni kan. Hehehe. Saya cakap mcm ni:

Orang Comel 1 : Betul ke korang nak kawin!!!!!!!!!!!!
Orang Comel 2: Haah. I nak jaga dia no matter what.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW sangat sweet ok! Tak pernah saya jumpa orang seperti awak! :) :) :)

Lepastu, ada satu SMS lagi

Orang Comel 2: Cepat betul berita tersebar!!!

Hahahaha OC2, benda baik tak baik sorok2 tau. :P Wish awak happiness. I LOVE YOU!!!

bye 2008, hello 2009!

2008-12-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

new year's resolution? crap. I'll change if I want to. I'll improve if I want to. I don't have to wait until new year right?

Ehe.

Happy New Year all!

29th december!

2008-12-29T09:17:00.002+08:00

the phone is ringing

2008-12-29T04:47:00.003+08:00

A phone conversation....

Orang X : Mahal kita.
Orang Y : Huhh???
Orang X : Mahal kita. Ni aku cakap ikhlas untuk kau tau. Nanti kau cari maksud dia. Hehehe.
Orang Y : Baiklah!!!

Google....Google....Google...

Search 'Mahal Kita'

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HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

Bodo ni!

Orang X, mahal din kita mahal na mahal kita. Okay? Hehehe :P

mukamuka

2008-12-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

Semalam tengah lepak-lepak dekat living room, teringat pulak nak download dua lagu ni. Satu band luar negara, satu local band. Sebabnya dengar cerita sama. Cumanya yang luar negara tu dah keluar lama lah kan. So dah siap tu, curious punya curious, then dengar la......

............................

Fuck. Sama sial. o_O

Ok still tak puas hati. Maka saya pun tanya lah adik lelaki saya yang berumur 17 tahun tu. Start dengan lagu local band tu, baru je start lagu dengan laju dia dah jawab: Fall Out Boy.

Sekali dia dengar lirik melayu. Berkerut dahi seketika.

Heh. Figures.

Can you guess which local band it is? And what song?

This is not an attack, but it's so obvious bukan? Tapi tak boleh deny lagu tu sedap.

~~tambah2 that day ada org tu main gitar and nyanyi the song..OMG!!! cair siot.~~

maybe we're trying to hard.

2008-12-26T03:34:00.003+08:00

You told me that you are still waiting for her, that you are hoping for her. And I listened and stared at you with a blank face. If only you say this a few weeks back, I'll cry for sure. But no, not this time. And then I smiled and said "Who knows, maybe someday."

But why are we so reluctant to let each other go? Why are we still hesitating? I've become so comfortable with you, and you're so fond of me. It's just so hard. Kan?

And I feel so empty.

I'm hoping too.

pecah

2008-12-21T20:06:00.001+08:00

Saya tak jahat. I just can't help it. And I don't regret it at all. Sumpah.

Thank you for making me the person I am today. Totally heartless.

bosan wei!

2008-12-14T22:27:00.003+08:00

The past few weeks had been really sucky. My house here is under renovation so we can't go for a holiday. And I still can't do my driving license coz the time is not enough!! No license means no car!! No car means I still have to use public transports! Using public transports mean...uhh what the hell I hate driving anyway. And I don't have problem using public transports anyway except for late nights where there's no bus and no train only taxies that charge like fuck!

What was I talking about again? Oh right. My holiday.

I'm supposed to meet my friends from my elementary school (and till high school!) but somehow the plans are always clashed with something or one of us couldn't make it. Adoiii. Takda rezeki kot. :( Hmm tak apa lah. Ada jodoh kita ketemu lagi ya teman-teman!

Now I'm wondering when will my exam result is out. I can already sense that I have to repeat one of the class. Agagagaga. :D *eh eh suka pulak!*

nak menangis boleh?

2008-12-14T08:05:00.000+08:00

:(

Sumpah saya keliru.

twilight

2008-12-12T19:07:00.004+08:00

Everyone's talking about the movie 'Twilight'. I haven't seen it yet. So no comment there. But some say it sucks real bad, some say it's okay, some say it' really awesome. Oh wait is it just the actor? :P Haha.

So the movie is about a love story between a vampire and a human? That's where my enthusiasm to see this movie dies. I've seen the tales of this forbidden love in Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel. Sad sad sad I tell you. In love with someone you're not supposed to.

OK enough.

PS: I CANT WAIT! *hati berdegup kencang*

a big red dot

2008-12-10T06:30:00.002+08:00

Reading my old comments. And I'm missing someone I'm not supposed to miss but I miss because I miss her. See, HER pulak tu. Not even a 'HIM'. And I'm not a lesbian.

There I said it!

Bye-lah. Nak tidur.

ym ym

2008-12-09T02:33:00.002+08:00

M has invited you to start photo sharing

*accepted*

*M puts up a photo*

M: Rambut semua pesen nak sama ja.
M: :P
I: Hahaha!
I: But this photo he looks like your laki!
I: hahahahahahaha.
M: hahahaha
M: satu kilang kot semua!

Hahaha ok totally pointless but yang paham tu paham la yang tak tu tak payah tau. :P

What's gonna work? TEAMWORK!

2008-12-04T14:16:00.001+08:00

WTF why am I watching Wonderpets?????

and I can almost memorize the theme song. Both in English and Malay! o_O

one word, ADDICTIVE.

Wonderpets is EVILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

errrrrrrrrr

2008-12-03T03:37:00.003+08:00

N: (talking)
I: (talking)
N: Ok bye. I love you.
I: ............... *silence*
N: Mwah.
I: Eh? Ohhhh, I love you too.

OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT POGSKYMRGFRTHNGOFLKSVTMR4NJGWFVKOCG\,RTYMVMFDGNTKMDG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good morning baltimore.

2008-12-02T17:02:00.001+08:00

Me is watching Hairspray for the gazillionth times. Heeeeeeeeee. Zac Efron is hawt!

ok bye

You changed your mind like a girl change her clothes.

2008-12-01T23:37:00.003+08:00

I am not supposed to like you. It's supposed to be buried!!!!

But that night...that particular night had the feelings emerging...and now I'm starting all over again! I'm smiling to myself like a maniac, your friends said I'm crazy ( a chronic one), and me, I'm secretly hoping (and giggling. pfft). I know this is so wrong, but it's exciting at the same time! Seriously why damn you why!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe it's because of my heart that has been broken way too many times that leads me to this. and now I'm searching and longing and wanting for that someone.

I want you. I want it to be you.

And I want you too.

I'm confused.

Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

july24

2008-12-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

KINI HATI SENDIRI.,
RASA MARAH BENCI HATI,
INI BUKAN YANG INGIN HATI TEMUI ,

RASA SIKSA..RASA SEDIH.. RASA BENCI... MUSNAHKAN HATI..

C/0
KERANA HATI DARAH ITU MATI,
KERNA HATI, HATI HIDUP.. HATI MATI.

HATI HANCURKAN DIRI,
HATI BUTA LIHAT HATI,
HATI HANCUR DAN HATI PERGI,

BEBAS GEMBIRA... HATI TIADA... BAHAGIA XPASTI.. HATI MENANTI..

KERANA HATI BERGINI,
HATI BAWA SEMUA ERTI..
KERANA HATI,SEMUA INI TERJADI,

LEMAH RASA... SAKIT SEPI...HATI PERGI..TINGGALKAN DIRI...

C/O
KERANA HATI DARAH ITU MATI,
KERNA HATI, HATI HIDUP.. HATI MATI.

itchy!

2008-11-30T00:08:00.003+08:00

scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch like there's no tomorrow!

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scratch!

oh hello.

I know I haven't updated for a while now. Stalkers must be bored right now waiting for new updates so that they have new things to gossip about. Well here's me blogging so you can stock up your tank full of mindless gossips. Hehe. Ok stop babbling.

Thing is I have nothing interesting to blog about. Oooh except maybe about Aeroline. Omg it's like the best bus I've ever ride ever! So comfy, with pillow and all. And they even serve Subway!!! Aaahh so jakun of me but whatever. It was so syiok and comfy that I slept for the whole ride (after finishing my meal, of course ;p)

I'll upload the pictures after all the laziness is gone. K?

tak tahu lah saya.

2008-11-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

hello. i just finished my exams. just finished partying. and now i'm ready to go home and do my driving license! hahaha. i miss my Wabiko (my little sister, Wani. I called her Wabiko cuz she said she's Japanese -_- ), i miss my Chibichibi and i miss my room!

I'll update later.

hiatus.

2008-11-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

me so busy.

lapton screen cracked *pulls hair*

final exam.

party!

hehe k bye.

awak ni jahat buat saya menangis

2008-11-10T00:48:00.004+08:00

apa yang penting? kerjasama!

2008-10-31T23:39:00.005+08:00

Last raya I went back to my hometown by train. It was my first time ever boarding train to SP. It was freaking 8 hours of boredom and back pain and cramped legs! I just took the premier class seat so the seat is adjustable (but still, 8 hours kot!). I tell you it was the most boring ride ever. I don't have my phone with me because it's broken, and my brother took the MP3 player weeks earlier. Can you imagined how bored I was?? My only companion was a CLEO magazine i bought earlier that I flipped over and over and over again.

So there was this time where I was trying to sleep, and there's these two little girls talking and playing and laughing. And suddenly one of the girl said "Apa yang penting?" and then they both went "Kerjasama!" LOL. Althought I didnt see their faces but the way they say it was soooooo cute! and then I think the mom opened up a cartoon or something in her handphone (I can hear the sound) and at one point the cartoon also went "Apa yang penting? Kerjasama!" and so were the two girls. Hahaha. It was so cute I could not sleep after that cause I keep thinking what cartoon is that.

Of course now I already know lor. It's WONDERPETS!

This is sewious!!!

disebabkan xde mood and mengantuk so satu je nk ckp...

2008-10-31T12:55:00.005+08:00

WHATEVER.

I'm getting sick of people like this. Especially when that person don't know me that well.

Ikut hati nak tulis blog panjang-panjang buat karangan yang penuh dengan kata maki-makian dan penuh dengan sarcasm tapi what for? What good will I get? I am not low like that.

So yeah, whatever. ;)

akibat tak dapat tidur.

2008-10-29T03:34:00.004+08:00

It's 3.33am and I still can't sleep. I have class later at 8am. Studied a bit just now. I'm thinking of ways of getting more money. I can't work while studying. One month holiday is not enough for working. One month salary is not enough. Have I enough time to save money until March next year? Will my shopaholic-ness get in the way? I want to go to Bali so badly. Not that I want to tailgate my boyfriend or whatever, but I want to see Bali. I want to travel. I used to hear this song about Bali when I was little (complete with the video clip) and I always dreamed of going there. Paris can wait, Venice can wait, Hawaii can wait, but Bali can't. I want to go there so so badly. I even practiced eating their foods at Ole-ole Bali (HAHAHA!). I even checked the flight ticket (surprisingly cheap! AirAsia la tapi).

Ohhh BALI...

Alamak sakit perut pulak.

*end of rambling*

paper planes.

2008-10-29T00:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday (Monday), I went to Pavillion to meet my love, Sue! Apis came to pick me up then we went to fetch my boyfriend at SJMC and off we go! Me and Sue had a great time chilling and shopping (bargainssss!) We even went to visit Maliha who's working at Axcezz (camni ke eja?) Too bad Sue had to go home before 12pm :(

Sue, let's go again soon! Kita nak jugak lah beli that top :D :D

Kekasih saya. Hoho.

I only like this from Starbucks.

Lemon Meringue Cupcake! Forgot the shop's name but it's in front of Forever 21. (tapi yang saya buat lagi sedap :P)

perlu ke haha.

My boyfriend called him 'The One Ringgit Man'. (because after you took a picture with him you're supposed to donate RM1 to him?) o_O

After sending Sue home, we went to Pelita KLCC to meet up with Ena, Kitt, Kitt's boyfriend, Efa and Pejal. Then after much discussion we decided to go to Kittie's place in Jalan Ipoh for a little 'huha-huha' (wakaka ayat apa nih)

But it all turns out pretty decent. Saya sangat baik ok. Efa was the only one who puked. Haha haha. And and I loveee Kittie's house. Cantik! and the thoughts of having own home at only 20, tak aci ok! >.<

Ena and I. While waiting for the boys to finish watching 'Ahmad Albab' so I can go home. Lambat sangat so this is the result :D There's a few more but we like this the best! (and oh the bed is so comfortable rasa macam nak bawak balik rumah!)

So in the end I reached home at 7.30am and pengsan till evening hahaha.

Ok bye.

p/s: I know YOU are stalking me (thanks to Nuffnang!) but I just don't care ok bye.

can someone tell me...

2008-10-27T00:57:00.006+08:00

where the heck is NZX Square? Supposedly we wanted to have dinner there but we could'nt find the place and to avoid from being lost we decided to turn back and head to Sunway instead T_T

T: I nak makan kat kedai cantik2 so bleh tangkap gambar!
F: .................. Okay yang.

HAHAHAHAHA!

And so we had our dinner at Ole-ole Bali :P

Sour virgin margarita

Totin and her 'Ayam Memanggang' HAHA

Tempat kejadian

my 'Kambing Bubut'(?) Delicious! :D

cinta sejati...

2008-10-26T02:41:00.002+08:00

Cinta sejati yang bisa
Memberi tanpa harus menerima
Dia membawa damai dan bahagiakan jiwa
Tuk semua manusia

Hanya cinta sejati yang bisa
Bertahan tanpa mengenal waktu
Takkan pernah sirna bagai
Karang di samudera
Kan abadi tuk selamanya

Seperti itulah cintaku untuk dirimu
Tulus dan apa adanya
Datang dari sebuah rasa sucinya hati
Atas nama cinta sejati

Dan bila engkau telah mengerti
Berapa besar artinya cinta hingga
Setiap nafas yang mengalir di tubuhmu
Mengandung cinta dari yang Kuasa

huwaaa I love this song so much. It's by am Indonesian band called 'Element'. But I've forgotten who asked me to listen to this song...Is it one of my ex-boyfriends...Siapa ha?? Tak ingat oh. Ok whatever. Yang penting saya sangat suka lagu ini!

tralalala (bukan totin tralala ya)

2008-10-25T21:19:00.008+08:00

Finals is in 3 weeks. Yikes. *bite nails* Looks like I have to study my ass out. Mcm tak sangka dah nak final. Seems like only yesterday I attend the orientation. How time flies... *gila mengada* The best part is after finals I have one month of holiday! 1 freaking month! Sangat jakun ok sebab dulu cuti 2 weeks je. Muhahaha. So I've compiled a few things that I should do during that period...

Get my driving lisence. (JANGAN GELAK!)
Persuade tha parents so I can get hold of my passport. (Untuk ikut band bf tour next year)
Save money. (Untuk sebab di atas. Bali here I come!) *kalau tak jadi takpe, dah ada plan B. hoho*
Learn how to cook. (sila jangan gelak)
Go for a holiday in any island in Malaysia.
Dah takda idea. akan ditambah jika ada.

..................................................................................................................................................

Last nite went to TGIF The Curve to celebrate the abang ipar's birthday. It was a surprise birthday dinner planned by his girlfriend. The birthday boy was bullied into standing on the chair and sing (dulu pun saya penah kena T_T) And after the gf gave him his present he was so surprised he cried (HAHA nak cover konon, buwek!) Hehe. Awww so sweet lah korang. :)

the hadiah. *it's a scrapbook full of love :P*

bday boy dibuli

kembar tak seiras

seorang minah

kebetulan ke kebetulan ke? :D

Unfortunately, didnt manage to snap pics of the birthday boy di *kelepek* with eggs by his brother and friends. Too fast! But was all worth it. HAHA Happy birthday mr Naufael! :P

Arghhh perut dah berbunyi lagu punk rock. Where the heck is Mr Boyfriend? T_T

moi j'emapelle lolita...

2008-10-24T00:27:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying. But I'm just too distracted. Ehe. ;P

I did my two presentations today. The first one kinda sucks, cuz I got so much to say but it all went blank when I'm at the front. T_T The second one was decent, this time I don't stutter as much. Hehe. And my group get a good feedback from the lecturer. :)

Now that there's no more assignments, presentations are over, I can relax a bit. Still, final exam is coming. Yikes. I just downloaded the timetable and is now biting my nails. Takut! (Even so, I tend to look relaxed. Dari dulu sampai sekarang o_O)

K I think I should get back to the book now. Toodles. =)

can you keep a secret?

2008-10-23T00:21:00.003+08:00

I hate hate hate being sick! But there's a saying that says if you've been patient during the whole process, your sins will be washed away? Is this true? I've sinned quite a lot HAHAHA. Won't make any difference. Ehe.

Anyway, anyway, anywayyyyyyyy

I have a secret.

If I tell you guys,

Can you keep it?

Can you keep a secret?

Can you?

You can?

Oh good.

So can I!

Bwahaha. From now on I shall not say "Hey this is a secret so please don't tell anybody else" BULLSHIT. If I do please slap me as hard as you can. because because secrets can turn into gossips and gossips can then turn into something nasty. Me don't like. Me is a grown up girl. Me is no more 13 year old. Me no have time to entertain things like that.

So like, yeah, you know, like like, yeah, like, whatever *DUSH*

Haha sorry, watching MadTV's parody of Living Lohan. :)

Fever fever go away, please.

KTT 118

2008-10-22T15:22:00.002+08:00

ini

atau

ini?

o_O

demam hari ke-5

2008-10-22T11:37:00.000+08:00

shit. saya tak pernah demam sampai 5 hari macam ni. Agak risau but I'm hoping I'll get much better by tomorrow.. I must! I have two presentations :( Agak malang jatuh sakit menjelang hari presentation. Tambah malang when you have not one but TWO presentations in the same day. *sigh*

Something random: It's been 2 years since I last dyed my hair. As in whole head. Highlight not included. I dunno. Saya sekarang sayang rambut hitam saya. Walaupun agak kering dan mudah putus. And sepanjang tahun ini saya asyik berambut pendek. Bila lah nak panjang. Saya rindu my long hair =(

Dah lah, saya nak pergi makan ubat. And then I want to have a good rest. Sakit-sakit pun saya stress tau, banyak benda nak kena fikir.

demam oh demam.

2008-10-21T19:42:00.000+08:00

Harini pergi jumpa doctor. Told her that I've been down with fever for four days already (and harini baru pergi clinic, bagus kan?) She started questioning me a lot of things. Any vomiting? diarrhea? bleeding nose bla bla.. I was expecting her to ask how many cigs I smoke a day tapi takde pun.. Haha. ( because I used to go to the same clinic 2 years ago tapi the guy doctor yang check and he asked me and I say I dont smoke cuz time tu mmg tak smoke and he didnt believe me. Ciss.) Waha perlu ke explain panjang2 :P

Then she prescribed me some medicine and dapat mc yeay! And and dia cakap if I still have fever by two days I have to go do a blood test. Walau cuak gila oh time tu. I wanted to ask the doctor why tapi mcm tak tertanya pulak. So later on I texted Totin and asked her. She said the doctor suspected me having dengue, malaria and other blood related disease O_o I hope so not. Shooh shooh fever go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Okayyyyy there's this stupido just texted me, asking me to come sleep with him tonight. Kepalahotak dia la ewwww. Bodoh la. You have come to the wrong girl la wei. Ingat aku nak sangat ke?? Urghhhh. Blah blah blah!!!

Idiot boy.

aduhai.

2008-10-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

It's 3.47 am now. Doing my IMCOMM assignment for this thursday presentation. Sigh. Penat la. I always have assignments to do. Sangat penat. But that's life so I just have to deal with it.

Last Saturday I was so stressed. There were too many things bothering me and I feel like I could not cope with it anymore. I texted my dad saying I wanted to give up everything. He said everyone got stressed, but it's how you handle it. Quite true. He keep on lifting my spirits and even gave me money to go for some retail therapy later. Hehe. In the end tak shopping pun. Hmm.

Now I have fever and flu. Sangat terseksa okay. Tak suka being sick. :(

a new beginning.

2008-10-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

Well, not exactly. I just got bored that's all. Please bear with me. :)

Anyway to start off I would like to story story about a birthday party that I attended last week. Last week ke? Er whatever.

Ya tuan tuan dan puan puan, it was the famous TotinNiejaAnot's birthday party la what else (bangga sorang2 baca ni).

Was supposed to be held at Bora Asmara, tapi telah ditukar ke Borneo Rainforest (thank god). Where the hell is Bora Asmara anyway. Kalau Totin tak cakap, I will never know this place exists! o_O

So anyway on that particular day (11 oct) bersamaan hari Sabtu we all ( me, my laki, Totin dan laki beliau) went to Kepong. The laki's parents house. Planned to like lepak there until 7 like that sekali pukul 8.30 pm baru bertolak (Totin dah menangis dlm hati. hahaha!)

And yeah, ada drama semasa perjalanan nak mengambil Maliha in Damansara. I'd rather not talk about it haha. Sapa-sapa yang tahu tu please shutup!

So yeah dah ambil Mal suma and after all those sesat jalan and shits finally we reached Borneo at about 10 kan? Guest lain dah menanti penuh sabar and dah habis makan dah pun ada. So we ordered and eat lah. The mineral water was fuckin RM9 O_o The food prices were decent.

Then after that, tangkap2 gambar, tiup2 lilin, makan kek suma then it's a wrap! No no not yet tangkap gambar some more dulu! :D :d

*err sorry Tot camera u penuh muka I & Mal je. hehe! :D*

p/s: Saya suka tengok pasangan itu. They're soooooo cute! :)